Saturday, March 28, 2015

If I were to tell you anything...

If I were to tell you one thing that I could be absolutely sure about, it would be something, yet it would mean nothing to you. One thing that may mean something to you, may not mean anything to me, and vice versa. 

Often we contemplate the issues at hand and digress from the initial plan. You and I have both gone through a thousand things. But we haven't done it together. But I understand you. When you say you're in pain, I feel you. When you say you're upset, I try to console you. She said, "I don't know anything about "it" and I don't know what it feels like, but I will be there for you". That touched my heart. Before I continue, I would like to point out that there will be references to more than one person but everyone will not have a name or a face or a direct reference to, as I would like everyone in my life to be anonymous in my blog and to remain anonymous from the public, as the people who I am close with has entirely nothing to do with anyone and anything and they deserve the right to not be known. This is for privacy purposes. I hope you understand- some references may be from books and memes and I hold no rights on them.

It's hard to understand at this stage in your life. You are a person, you may be a student, an academician, an author or perhaps you are someone rich or famous or even a snail. I don't know. But what matters is that you are someone. Whether or not you are acknowledged based on your talent or whatever it is that people prefer or something that you take pride in. You have to know that you matter.

Take a look at the big picture. You and I, we seem to think that we don't matter in this world. A world with a number of billion people. How is it that we matter? We may ask that. But everyone is connected. If not in a literal sense, but somehow. You could be my past, you could be my future, we may have met, we may never meet, we may have passed each other, but the cycle of life continues and in some funny, unimaginable way, we have crossed paths with everyone, through crossing paths with everybody else. Take mutual friends as an example. You meet people through meeting people, other people leave impacts on other people's life and when they meet you, they are the aftermath of meeting someone else and you are a continuation of that cycle.

We don't give ourselves as much credit as we deserve, but we are able to see things that can make other people feel inspired or let down. We ignite the spark in some people and we extinguish the fire in some people's hearts. Whatever the effect is on that someone, or some situation, everything happens for a reason. Great happiness comes from ultimate tests and reasoning boils down to understanding the understatement of a situation.

You come, you go, you pass, you leave, you come back, you spin around, you look at me, and all that's left to do is to stop complicating things and just tell them how you feel.

Want to hang out? Invite them.
Want to understand? Ask them.
Want to talk? Call them.

If we were as honest to people as we are honest to our pillow, there would be no complications at all. If I like you, I will tell you. If I'm not sure, I won't let you know. I might like you if you told me you did too. But thing is, I'm not talking about love. I'm talking about friendship. You and I could be friends with completely different views on life. We could be best friends, we could be normal friends, but in the end, everything has an end. Some faster than others. It's simple. You scratch the surface but you never delve deeper. I tell that to myself. Don't trust people too much, but don't trust people too little. Give people the benefit of the doubt and never wish something evil to happen to someone. Forgive, but never forget.

This has nothing to do with anyone, but these are a few things that I have been thinking about. Note that my thoughts originate from the movies I watch, the books I read, the time I spent studying. So, as much as it sounds pensive, that is all there is to it. A blog is merely a place for me to share my opinion and my thoughts and that is all there is to it. :)

Nottingham Games over autumn.

He asks, "Why don't you ever stop taking selfies?"

"Hey girls, I'm right here"

And allies is her name.

My favourite person.

I love them. <3 font="">

They are my life. They mean so much to me!

Papa and my snowman!


Eccentric is normal.

I fell in love with him, but I guess it's okay. I still think of him. I still imagine him. Joseph Moog. The day I met you, I found you!

When you travel, you meet people. You run in the rain. You splash in puddles. You find people that share the same things that you love and love comes in the weirdest kind of forms but I am content. I love you. Now and forever. I can't delete the memories, but I can make new ones that will last me forever. Be a good memory to me. So that when I look back, I will smile at the thought of you- Note to self.

Till my next post. xx

1 comment:

  1. Love reading your blog posts...I kept a blog too during my student days but I suppose my posts were more trivial though :p but it was one of things that kept me sane back then. I'm happy to see that you at a young age already know what you want and are not afraid to do what you want. You definitely are a strong character and I hope that this will not change no matter what happens in life ;). Take care Amira! xx