Thursday, February 28, 2013

Vegan March!

Every year, in the month of March, it is sort of my own tradition to go Vegan. It's my way of saying "Stop Animal Cruelty". At first, it used to be only vegetarian. But I think I've been doing it for quite sometime now that I can go Vegan. 

What's the difference? (Vegan and Vegetarian)

There's a huge difference. Being vegetarian means you don't eat meat, but some people believe that you can eat egg, some say no. Vegan or vegetarian, egg is a no-no. Vegan means cutting out everything that has animal produce in it including milk, cheese, egg, beer, etc. You're being a vegan. It's a lifestyle not a diet. 

Oh. Did I mention NO ICE CREAM? Anyway, being vegan, it takes a lot of determination. To stop yourself from eating meat, ice-cream, gummy bears, and all those delicious food that I love to eat. No fish whatsoever. Vegetarian is like the lower level of "hell". As in, you eat vege, and cut out meat, but some people give and take some unallowed food such as cheese and things like that.


Why be Vegan?

I've always planned on being a vegan in the future. Maybe not the near future but sometime in the future. But for now, I enjoy eating meat and I'm not going to go Vegan just because. I've always wanted to make this bigger and go all out, ask everyone to go on a Vegan diet for one month and have rallies to save the animal. PETA has always been my inspiration and some day, I wish I could work with them in combating animal abuse. 

I'm only 20 and I'm not exactly earning my own money as I am still living under my parent's roof. I am going to further my studies later on this year and there's no other way to spread my awareness other than to friends and family. 

I have spoken about this to my parents. My mother sometimes joins me but most of the time, I'm the only one Vegan at home. It's hard. Especially when everyone enjoys steak, crab meat and etc. 

Even when we go to some posh restaurant, ( specialty: steak), I always stick to being Vegan and ask them if they have anything Vegan. Many a time, the chef is kind enough to fix me a vegan meal which is not in the menu and this actually shows that some people are understanding enough of your choice to be vegan and are willing to cater to my needs.

269. This is the number that vegans always use to express their dissatisfaction towards animal cruelty. It's like a Vegan number if I may say. It's because of a calf in an Israel farm that had his life taken away not long after his birth.

Point is, the 269 number signifies the solidarity that all vegans feel towards the holocaust of animals in order to be served on our plates.



Animal cruelty is extremely sad because animals don't have a voice to speak out and they suffer everyday. Just because they're animals, doesn't mean that they can't feel as well. But, many of them are tortured every year. Worst part is, not many countries have any law against cruelty towards animals. 

Aren't animals living things too? Why are prosecution only held if any harm is done towards another human? If the dogs were to hurt a human, then, the dog would be put down. But if the human were to hurt a dog, nothing happens. Activists have to intervene and demand for justice.

This isn't right. I want to make a change too. Hence, I'm asking everyone out there, to join me in my pledge to become a vegan for one month. That's all I ask.

Opposition

I've had this conversation with friends and Facebook friends countless of times before. Some of them disagree with me. They say that people are still going to slaughter, no matter how many people go vegan, people are still going to kill. 

You're wasting their lives and putting their meat to waste.

My answer:

No. Do you actually think people slaughter the meat regardless of how much stock they have? At the market, poultry are slaughtered only when people order. Supermarkets have slaughtered meat and chunks of them sold separately. Give them 3 days, don't buy any of their meat, they'll have to throw their meat away, give them another 3 days after that, they'll start lowering their supply and give them a whole month, they will have very little, give them a whole year, maybe, they would have meat sales on pre-order.

Seems nonsensical to some. But bear with me. It would take sacrifices in order to achieve this goal. If everyone could go Vegan, if we could make this thing big. "VEGAN MARCH". We can actually save a lot of cruel treatment towards animals. For one whole month, if only people would stop eating meat.

I know some people say it's not worth it. But, maybe, just maybe, if one by one started becoming a Vegan, they would understand. It's hard to convert to being Vegan but somehow, I feel like we need to take a stand. Many people only want to maximize their profit. 

They feed the domestic animals a lot of food and inject them with growth hormones. This is also not healthy for us. I've thought about it countless times before. Sometimes, I wonder what it would be like when it's my turn to have children. Will I be okay with my kids eating genetically engineered food? Would I want my little girl to reach puberty at an age too early for her to understand anything? Do I want my son to be all grown up before he can start counting 1,2,3? (exaggerated) 

I wonder, if these growth hormones would shorten my life, accelerate age and make me older fast. Would I want that for my children? Would I want my loved ones to wither away in front of me? No.

The answer to all my questions are no. 








Another reason why I think being Vegan is good because you get to keep your body healthy. I do it for one month also to keep a healthy body. Our body is strained so much everyday and we should at least do it a favour and take a break from our unhealthy diet. Try it.

You might be surprised by the outcome. My vegan diet starts tomorrow. If you can't be Vegan. Then at least try being vegetarian. Come on! Let's do this!!

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Oops! I did it again!

Oh. Hi.

First, take a look at my chatbox. That is what my post is going to be about. Let me just say something first. This is my blog, I am not obliged to rectify or respond to the hate I get. But this is too funny, I couldn't resist.



Someone wants to condemn me, but chooses to write it in my chatbox, which:

1. I can delete the comments if I wanted to.
2. It's my blog and you're not spreading things somewhere else. 
3. I can read it as well (Don't say it generally, come talk to me)
4. What's up with the name? (prettychinesegirl? Did I say you were ugly or do you want to let the world know that you're pretty first. Once again, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, so, I may not find you pretty ^^. Still. Not saying that you're ugly or unattractive. I haven't seen you, have I?)
5. The link. (yes ah? My blogspot is .sg? -this one is not referring to her of course)
6. Do you know me?
7. I'm racist when most of my friends are chinese? Oh dear, what should I do to all my Chinese friends? Tell them they're ugly? *sarcasm*




I always thought it was a known thing. Don't most Chinese people have slanted eyes? Including Korean and Japanese people. I mean. I did my homework. Searched in Google for "How do Chinese people look?" and please tell me what you see. I found one here that says that they often have slanted eyes. OFTEN. Majority. Perhaps there are people without slanted eyes, but honestly, I thought it was a known fact. I have Chinese friends that joke about it too. I don't joke about it though.



My favourite line is the last one. "Lastly, beauty comes in all forms in all shapes and sizes. Doesnt matter how big a women's boobs or booty are." 

Please GOOGLE for more evidence. I've gone through so many posts and I was looking to see if whether what I said was wrong. Okay. Turns out that the person might have misunderstood me. Okay, girlie, perhaps you thought I said "flat chest" when I said small boobs. Dear girl, please understand that the definition of small may vary. A 34B cup is also considered small to some people. I would like to disclose my bra size. It's a 34B. Okay? And when I searched for it, it is considered small but I feel it's big and honestly, I would rather have none. Because I feel so freaking insecure having bigger boobs than my friends.




Alright my post about Naomi Neo and Xiaxue, I had this posted up. I was trying to make a point about Naomi Neo who is pure Chinese by the by. So, if you did your own homework as well, you'd know what I'm talking about. Do you know what a nose bridge is? Even Africans or Negros, are defined as people with flat noses. I'm sorry, but have you actually utilized this thing called the internet?

I found an article with this title too. So, are you calling me a racist even after everything I found on the internet? 

Okay. Here, I'm mixed. My parents are of Arabic, Indian, French, British, Negro, Iranian, Pakistani, and etc. heritage. That's why I don't specifically look like a particular race. I'm MUSLIM. I have no shame in admitting that. I practice Islam but I don't have a specific race. I have a dark skin tone. Skin tones to be more specific as I am a fitness addict and I can't stand gyms and I have to be outdoor or I feel suffocated, hence, I get sunburn.

I have spoken to my Chinese friends before and most of them agree that Chinese people have smaller boobs compared to others and one of my friend's mother's friend had plastic surgery done to enlarge her breasts. Slanted eyes, I have already explained. Most people refer to Chinese/ Korean/ Vietnamese/ Thai/ Japanese etc as to having slanted eyes.

Nose bridge? Some do have it, but most of them DON'T. So, are you calling me a racist based on those three things? "Slanted eyes, small boobs and no nose bridge"? Okay, so, how do I explain how people look? You're saying that you have big, round eyes, without a slant at the end? (without plastic surgery), You're saying that ALL Chinese people have huge, full breasts? (Drink Papaya milk they say, it makes your breasts bigger) and you're saying that Chinese people have "High nose bridge"? Please clarify because you're calling me a racist based on that.

This is what I wrote:
Chinese people, or may I say most Asian girls have small boobs, heck, even some Americans and European girls have small boobs. Unless you're Indian or of African heritage, then you're blessed with bigger boobs than most people. But, is it so wrong to want to have big boobs? I mean, she doesn't go for plastic surgery right? If she does, erm, then, it's her prerogative but doesn't mean I agree. But, there's so many people who do that, why don't you bash on them instead?

And:
No, I'm not saying she's ugly. It was point No. 6 about what everyone was saying about her.

Naomi Neo is ugly, OMG, she may not be the most beautiful person on planet earth. After all, how can you expect a pure Chinese girl to look like Megan Fox, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, Irina Shayk, Heidi Klum, Giselle Bundchen and the likes of them? After all, their genes are so,( no offense) that they have slanted eyes, small boobs, no nose bridge and etc. right? So, does it kill if she wants to use fake eyelashes, make up and push up bras or padded bras? That's what make up is for right? So, if she wants to account for the genes.



If I was racist:
1) I wouldn't have any Chinese friends. 
2) My best friends wouldn't be Chinese.
3) My God sis wouldn't be Chinese.
4) I would have been dead a long time ago since I'm living in a multiracial country.
5) I wouldn't have friends for being a racist.

That post you chose to pick on, by far, has the most readers amongst all my posts and let me assure you that before you, no one said anything other than they liking the post. (Maybe some people hate it but don't dare tell me? Naomi Neo read it and e-mailed me and she didn't complain as well, Okay?) I have nothing against you, girl. But perhaps, enlighten me as to how I'm being a racist. I don't understand how else I should describe someone. Of course individually, everyone looks different, but even when you're describing Indians, don't tell me you tell everyone, "There, the fair fair girl ah." Please, everyone categorizes Indians as Dark Skinned people. I have even found out that people were calling me black behind my back. I'M FREAKING BROWN. That's not racist? Malai-kai.(black chicken) Rings a bell? (wouldn't know the actual pronunciation) but, some people use this as well. (not towards me but to other dark skinned people)



Let me assure you that I have nothing against any race. The only thing I practice is "IF YOU'RE NICE TO ME, I'M NICE TO YOU". I have said it numerous times before and I shall repeat myself. I don't care if you're short or tall, fat or thin, dark skinned or fair skinned, blonde or brunette or whatever it is you are, you're my friend if you're nice to me and if you appreciate me, I will do the same.

So, girlie, I don't hate you but I do expect clarification as well as your definition of racism. Thanks ya.



I missed this comment. Only saw it today. How is it that it's okay if a Chinese person says that but not if another race says it? I don't understand. So, it's okay to be "racist" towards your own kind but not "racist" towards other races. I mean, this is what I'm assuming from the (thought you were chinese at first).

"You're indian." WOAH. STATEMENT OF FACT, MAN. Don't play play, you know. She's absolutely certain that I'm Indian based on my pictures and skin colour. I think I made myself clear of origins. NOT THAT IT'S OF ANYONE'S CONCERN BY THE WAY.

Look at my ownself first? Excuse me, but did I ever mention that I was drop dead gorgeous. A beauty queen. So beautiful? As far as I've known. My posts about myself are always about how insecure I am that I'm dark skinned even though I'm mixed. So, how is it that I should look at my own self first? I've already looked at it and I know my flaws. FROM HEAD TO TOE!

An Ah Pu Neh Neh means bogeyman, so, I've been told. But Chinese refers to Indians as that. This isn't racism right? *sarcasm* I bet.

Chinese girls are 10x more prettier than indian girls.

Again. Why would this be racist? 

First of all, I never did say that Chinese girls are ugly. She assumed that just because I said Chinese people have slanted eyes, small boobs, no nose bridge and etc. I'm suddenly being racist? I've already included some of my google search results, go and look them up on your own. It's a description of a race. But, she thinks that I'm the one who says this stuff without first doing my homework.

Use my brain?? Really? Is this something that everyone uses when they don't know what to say?

Yeah and I bet vulgarities is so appropriate here that she has to use it right? Oh my. Bless her soul.

Hoping that I choke on my curry or coconut oil is not offensive at all, I suppose? No. Of course not. She's just hoping that I would die. *sarcasm*  Maybe I should quote, "sarcasm", "logic", "Google", "general definition" for each and every part of my post?

Honestly, these things are just so funny that sometimes I wonder. What the heck is wrong with some people? LOL. 

Well, since she feels so strongly about me, I just have one thing to say to her. I hope God will help you and I hope that you would change for the better. One day, you'll be a better person. Amen. 

 This is me. I have changed. I'm not perfect. But, at least I'm happy as a person.






Sometimes, I look like I have flat cheekbones, because my cheekbones aren't that high.






I've got a dimple on one side which makes me feel retarded.

I have a nose bridge, but I have a wide nose.


Not so high cheekbones.


I don't have a very clear complexion.



So, here it is. I have hips that are too wide for my liking. I wish my nose was smaller, I wish my boobs were smaller, I wish I had smaller thighs, I wish I had higher cheekbones, I wish my jawline wasn't so sharp, I wish my eyes didn't look so lazy, I wish I had flawless skin, I wish I was fairer. So, look girl. Nobody's perfect and what you can do is only work in perfecting your flaws, sometimes, we apply make-up, use push up bras or don't wear bras?? Most importantly, we exercise, wear different clothes, use make up tricks and all to account for our genes and our insecurities.

I wouldn't expect you to understand since you think you're "pretty" from your "prettychinesegirl" name. But, some of us try to account for genes, okay? I said that to make a point, perhaps you misunderstood. Sorry for that. To anyone who felt like I was being a racist. But, I think we are well aware of the genetic stereotyped flaw that every race has. So, if you think you're so pretty and perfect, you wouldn't understand me. 

I don't wake up to please anyone every morning. I wake up with the hopes of waking up and looking like a bombshell, which doesn't happen. So, elaborate and please have more sense or talk some sense into me if you think I'm wrong after all this. If people reading this still think that I'm WRONG. Then, go ahead. It's your prerogative. 

Have a great day everyone. 

Till' my next post. xx


Sunday, February 10, 2013

Pronounce it Right!

You know what gets me worked up sometimes? Pronunciation and spelling. I don't even want to start with grammar or I'll be ranting about it all day.

The idea sparked when I came across one of my student's folder. His name was Javier. So, me being me, out of curiosity, I asked Teacher Agnes how did the mother pronounce it? She started laughing. Then, she told me that the mother pronounced it as JAA-VI-ERR.


She continues by saying that "People should learn how to pronounce the name before giving it to their child". I couldn't resist the temptation to laugh as well and I agree with what Teacher Agnes said. It's pronounced  HAA-VEE-AIR .

Some names are difficult to pronounce, no doubt about it. But don't you think that the person who gave the name to their children should know how to pronounce it right first? I wonder if someone ever did correct the mom or if she did find out the real pronunciation of the name and would she have thought to herself:



I wonder.

As if it's not enough, people mispronounce Volkswagen as VOLKS-WEY-GEN. Dude, it's FOLKS-VA-GEN.



Although I do this whenever I'm writing down Wednesday.


When people pronounce espresso as EXPRESSO. (Stop being so hung up on your ex and move on)




I found this funny.

So, this happened to me recently. Saw this guy, smiling, with a nice face, gorgeous everything. Then he started speaking.


Grammar. No need to say. Pronunciation. I felt like dying. Accent?


I felt like hiding. Honestly, I was blushing on his behalf. I wanted to run away as far as I could. He looked so confident as well which made me want to just crawl under a tunnel and sit there till he's gone. 


It's pronounced like base.

Okay, so, I'm not extremely good at language. I do get confused when using certain things. I learn a lot and when people correct me, I don't condemn them, I accept it. For example, voice out is wrong, it's just voice. You can use speak out instead. You don't say he is good in English. You say he is good at English. Good In is for (location). Good at is for (subject or activity). Also, speak English, NOT TALK English. You talk with someone not talk to. When you say talk to, it means you're talking to someone, they needn't have to respond. If you're talking with, it means you're conversing with them.


To be honest, I got this wrong the first time too. Everyone around me were saying ma-ke-roon. Then only did I find out the actual pronunciation. 



This right here. Whenever someone's ordering a colonel burger from KFC, I feel like telling them the actual pronunciation. But, then I don't bother, because it's rude to embarrass someone in public. So, I just hold that thought in. But my expression is something like this:











I read a lot, so, sometimes, I find a word that I don't even know how to pronounce, so I Google it. But you know how when you're surrounded with people who pronounce it wrongly. You somehow feel like you don't want to look like a show-offish (this word does not exist) kind of person, so, you think of whether or not you want to use the correct pronunciation of a word or the common WRONG pronunciation of the word? I have.



What irritates me is when people use a french phrase just to look intelligent. The worst part is when they pronounce it wrong and still smile because they feel smart. So, see, don't always try to jump the gun and use the phrase before finding out the actual pronunciation.


Please learn.




Every time I shop with people, they don't know how to pronounce these brands. It's insulting. Just imagine having someone go with you to a fashion show and they say "OMG, I LOVE ANNA SUI (Ahn-na Suy)" smh.









But when people speak proper English, with proper linguistic intonations, proper grammar, proper pronunciation. I feel like:


Last but not least, try out this poem. I find it really helpful and hilarious. (when it comes to the last part) Try it for yourself.



Dearest creature in creation,
Study English pronunciation.
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse.
I will keep you, Suzy, busy,
Make your head with heat grow dizzy.
Tear in eye, your dress will tear.
So shall I! Oh hear my prayer.
Just compare heart, beard, and heard,
Dies and diet, lord and word,
Sword and sward, retain and Britain.
(Mind the latter, how it’s written.)
Now I surely will not plague you
With such words as plaque and ague.
But be careful how you speak:
Say break and steak, but bleak and streak;
Cloven, oven, how and low,
Script, receipt, show, poem, and toe.
Hear me say, devoid of trickery,
Daughter, laughter, and Terpsichore,
Typhoid, measles, topsails, aisles,
Exiles, similes, and reviles;
Scholar, vicar, and cigar,
Solar, mica, war and far;
One, anemone, Balmoral,
Kitchen, lichen, laundry, laurel;
Gertrude, German, wind and mind,
Scene, Melpomene, mankind.
Billet does not rhyme with ballet,
Bouquet, wallet, mallet, chalet.
Blood and flood are not like food,
Nor is mould like should and would.
Viscous, viscount, load and broad,
Toward, to forward, to reward.
And your pronunciation’s OK
When you correctly say croquet,
Rounded, wounded, grieve and sieve,
Friend and fiend, alive and live.
Ivy, privy, famous; clamour
And enamour rhyme with hammer.
River, rival, tomb, bomb, comb,
Doll and roll and some and home.
Stranger does not rhyme with anger,
Neither does devour with clangour.
Souls but foul, haunt but aunt,
Font, front, wont, want, grand, and grant,
Shoes, goes, does. Now first say finger,
And then singer, ginger, linger,
Real, zeal, mauve, gauze, gouge and gauge,
Marriage, foliage, mirage, and age.
Query does not rhyme with very,
Nor does fury sound like bury.
Dost, lost, post and doth, cloth, loth.
Job, nob, bosom, transom, oath.
Though the differences seem little,
We say actual but victual.
Refer does not rhyme with deafer.
Foeffer does, and zephyr, heifer.
Mint, pint, senate and sedate;
Dull, bull, and George ate late.
Scenic, Arabic, Pacific,
Science, conscience, scientific.
Liberty, library, heave and heaven,
Rachel, ache, moustache, eleven.
We say hallowed, but allowed,
People, leopard, towed, but vowed.
Mark the differences, moreover,
Between mover, cover, clover;
Leeches, breeches, wise, precise,
Chalice, but police and lice;
Camel, constable, unstable,
Principle, disciple, label.
Petal, panel, and canal,
Wait, surprise, plait, promise, pal.
Worm and storm, chaise, chaos, chair,
Senator, spectator, mayor.
Tour, but our and succour, four.
Gas, alas, and Arkansas.
Sea, idea, Korea, area,
Psalm, Maria, but malaria.
Youth, south, southern, cleanse and clean.
Doctrine, turpentine, marine.
Compare alien with Italian,
Dandelion and battalion.
Sally with ally, yea, ye,
Eye, I, ay, aye, whey, and key.
Say aver, but ever, fever,
Neither, leisure, skein, deceiver.
Heron, granary, canary.
Crevice and device and aerie.
Face, but preface, not efface.
Phlegm, phlegmatic, ass, glass, bass.
Large, but target, gin, give, verging,
Ought, out, joust and scour, scourging.
Ear, but earn and wear and tear
Do not rhyme with here but ere.
Seven is right, but so is even,
Hyphen, roughen, nephew Stephen,
Monkey, donkey, Turk and jerk,
Ask, grasp, wasp, and cork and work.
Pronunciation (think of Psyche!)
Is a paling stout and spikey?
Won’t it make you lose your wits,
Writing groats and saying grits?
It’s a dark abyss or tunnel:
Strewn with stones, stowed, solace, gunwale,
Islington and Isle of Wight,
Housewife, verdict and indict.
Finally, which rhymes with enough,
Though, through, plough, or dough, or cough?
Hiccough has the sound of cup.
My advice is to give up!!!
B. Shaw




Today's hot stuff:

(I know I said I will post a picture of a hot guy at the end of my posts, but I cannot hold in the love that I have for Elizabeth Woolridge-Grant a.k.a Lana Del Rey)








Despite how people say she's done plastic surgery to her lips, how she has a glitter tooth on and every flaw and imperfections of hers, I still love her. I love her songs, I love her voice, I love her style, I love her face (before and after surgery), I don't care that she smokes, I really just love her personality and how she's so down to earth. I could listen to her songs all day and despite how people say that her songs are depressing, she really isn't as a person. Also, you only feel depressed if you're depressed. I never feel depressed when I listen to her songs.

I just wish that one day I would be noticed by her. But, no matter what, I will listen to her until the very end of her career and even after that. She's a strong woman and I know that she's been through a lot. There are so many rumors out there about her. But I think you have to truly know her to say anything. Maybe one day I'll get a chance. I may be just another fan, but I'm her biggest one yet. Waiting for the day I get to meet her. 

I LOVE YOU LANA DEL REY!!







Monday, February 4, 2013

Thigh Gap

I've been obsessing about thigh gaps lately. I really want to have one. At a height of 5' 7", I'm 49.0 kg. They say that in order to have a thigh gap, you need a wide hip and curved thigh. I have those, but with gap in the middle but not my inner thigh. I know that this thing is very much related to the thinspo culture and eating disorder. 

But honestly, I want one because I feel like I want to have it at least once in my life. I guess it's also (some part of me) because I have been overweight before and my thighs always touched that I never want it to touch.





I've asked a few of my guy friend's opinions and they said they didn't care. It doesn't matter. When I asked a few girls, some said that they would like to have one too but the others said they didn't care. 

I think it's a personal preference and I don't think anyone should be hated for wanting someone. After all, I feel that we want to look a certain way so that we are happy with how we look, not to please other people. 

I like dressing up nicely at times, losing weight, working out, looking good and things like that just to feel good. I want to be healthy and fit. But at the same time, I really want to be thin. I'm really envious of extremely thin people because I've been called fat and obese and it's really not fun.

I used to have a tummy and my thighs were always sticking together and I was the chubby girl at home. I had nicknames which were insulting like "fatty, pipee, pippa" and I honestly hate it. 

But I found this lady on YouTube, her name is Cassey Ho and she does this Blogilates workout which works so well for me that, I've only been on her workout for 3 days and I've already lost an inch around my waist and half an inch around my inner thighs for both legs.

Check It Out! This is not a sponsored post, but I just think that if you really want to trim here and there or to lose fats at a certain targeted area, she really helps and motivates me. So, I would like you to enjoy it too. Best thing is she's free! :)


Cute guy for this post:

Yes, it's none other than Robert Pattinson. I love him. He's absolutely gorgeous and down to earth. I fell in love with him when he acted the role of Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. The other thing I love about him is how he is so loyal and at the same time laid back and relaxed.

I love these kind of guys who are loving and at the same time so cute when they don't know what to do with their time like he feels. They sit at home and make music. As I said before, I can never marry a guy who doesn't play a musical instrument or sing, I would die. (unless he has a super charming smile and beautiful blue eyes) 

Just something I'd like to share before I end my post:

So today, I was talking to my Teacher and I was telling her how I wanted a long lasting relationship, like the ones that lasts up to 8 years and all that and she shook her head and said noooo... And that really shocked me, she said "You'd get bored". But honestly, I don't think I would. I don't mind. I want someone who can be that long and longer with me. She said her daughter has been with the same guy for 8 years now and she even asked her if she wanted to look for other guys just to be sure that this is the right guy she was dating.

I guess I understand what she means. But I guess it's too late? I guess I will never be able to find someone who would last that long. And this makes me sad to tell you the truth. Gosh, I feel like crying. But, haha, I don't even open myself up to dating, so, I guess it's my fault too? But, I don't know. It's really hard for me to find someone who complements me. Hence, I shall blame it on God now. He hasn't met me yet and he got lost in a jungle. Yup, he's probably Tarzan. (with some ape name that I don't know)

Ehem. Attention to my future husband, leave me a comment (I sound like a retard). But seriously. If I find you, I'm going to slap you and ask you "WHAT TOOK YOU SO FRIGGIN LONG??????" P/S: I love you even though I haven't met you yet.

Till my next post. xx